Living In a Mutual Understanding

            We text, call, chat, get together, tell fun experiences, share moments, exchanges sweet thoughts and sometimes fight with some small misunderstandings. We do not differ from every other couple in a relationship.  And surely or probably we love each other.

            Every morning, reading received text messages from you jumpstarts my day with a big smile on my face and red cheeks blushing ‘cause of your sweet words. Hope you feel the same way when I do reply to your MMS.

            Then, texts, calls and chats followed. Talking and saying Hi to each other. Discussing ‘bout some sort of things. Saying I LOVE you to one another. This is the routine we are used to everyday.

            We’ve met trough cell phone networking communication. Then get to know ASLs of each other and off course, our names. Then, been texting a couple of days, five days and then became one week straight. Then, our relationship as friend grew and grew. Texting each other every day, call and chat. Well, that’s the only way for us to feel close and bonded together. Then, days have passed, our closeness become more. And little did I know, I have fallen in love with you. Then off course, I told you if I could court you. You answered yes, and wait for three months.

             Then days, weeks, and months have passed. We are still like this, having a romantic relationship that is not official. Then one day, I can’t take it anymore, I’m tired waiting for the time you have given to me, then asked you if there’s still a chance.

            Then you replied no. You don’t know how that simple and short word broke my heart that time. I thought, those times, we are in a relationship. We are official. But I was wrong. I have been awakened in the illusion that I’m just living with you in a mutual understanding.